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Nik. 21 and single. Over-thinker.

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Sunday, February 19, 2012 @ 3:47 PM @ (0) blah/s
nakimushi
There are a few moments when I hate my siblings, particularly, my sister so so so much.

... but the truth is, I love my siblings more than they have known. -___- *hinthint baka oneesan here*

My dad and I sent her off yesterday. Her holidays are already ended. TBQH, I almost cried sdfghjskdfa mind you I'm not a nakimushi OTL but somehow I felt so sentimental yesterday. Like, I won't be seeing her, teasing her, making fun of her again for the next 10+ months (THAT IS, IF I DECIDED TO GO BACK MALAYSIA END OF THIS YEAR. STILL UNSURE) I'm feeling extremely sad okaiii ;A; And here I am, alone in the house, I feel so sabishii desuuuuu ;A;

And I will be out of Malaysia in another 4 days. I DON'T WANT OKAI I WANNA BE HERE FOREVER D:

/slaps cheeks/

Lantak lah. After all, I'll be going to Osaka with Aimii-tan and Aida-senpai this July. Agak agaknya berapa banyak yang kitaorang boleh cross off the jakun jakun list? XD
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Thursday, February 2, 2012 @ 9:29 PM @ (0) blah/s
eh saya suka lah jadi fangirl dekat Twitter lol
LE FANGIRL CONVERSATION.

it was all started when Aimi-yan tweeted this:

@_aimiya: can someone screen capture what happen at VSA today. I heard nakamaru is the guest for today. I WANT TO SEE KATTUN ARASHI INTERACTION T^T

@kuragerogero (me): don't worry aimi, I can't watch it too ;A;

@_aimiya: ;A; tsk. curious case of the century, how arashi and kattun interact (or exactly how aibachan and yuchan interact xD)

@kuragerogero: lolol why aiba and yucchi? Saya curious riida and yucchi

@_aimiya: the oldest in both team. YES YES (no technically aibachan is baka and maru is like another baka too) but YES YES RIIDA!

@kuragerogero: ohh, sou nandesuka. Entah la, to me, I would love to see aiba/taguchi interaction la haha

@_aimiya: ... haah kan haah betul betul yuuchan is more reserved like riida. (aiba-taguchi; the irrelevant pair xD) omg >< ureshii!


AIMI-YAAAAAAAAAN! WATASHI MO URESHII DESU YO! KONNA KAIWA (kaiwa is conversation, deshou? -__-;;), SUKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII (lol Sho's Dondake style xDD)
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@ 12:31 PM @ (0) blah/s
OTAKU
Semalam birthday encik duda sengsara, Kuchiki Byakuya-sama and SEMALAM LA JUGAK PAK CIK TITE ANNOUNCE THAT BLEACH IS ENDING SOON ADFGHJKKL

Ending soon. Bukan coming soon okai. D:

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME, I MEAN, US! Walaupun saya dah lama tak follow Bleach like a real otaku, well saya tak follow bersebab okai. I was planning to have a kakkoi Bleach marathon session with my kids and husbando, kejar kejar sampai le latest season, then satu family kecoh anticipate the new chapter D:

Nampaknya harapan tinggal harapan. HARAPANKU HANCUR MUSNAH BAGAIKAN KACA TERHEMPAS KE BATU cheh cheh.

Aih. Dah la duda sengsara tu cinta pertama saya. Eheh, tipu je. Cinta pertama saya was Inuzuka Kiba haha tapi itu just cinta monyet =___=

Kehidupan otaku bakal berakhir. Agak-agaknya lepas ni pupus kot spesis awesome yang bergelar OTAKU nih. ;A;
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Wednesday, February 1, 2012 @ 4:10 PM @ (0) blah/s
hanashi
Glancing outside. It's very very cloudy today. Somewhat gloomy.

Looking at the front. A flat screen LCD TV. 1.30 pm news at TV3. A news coverage on this dude Hassan Ali. Politics stuff. Somewhat confusing.

A quick look at the left. My sister. From news to movie channel, she did switch. Somewhat... hmm... teenage-y?

I am sleepy now. And bored. And I don't feel like going out. Well, I do want to go out, but I just don't have the feel to do so. Like, there's nothing to do, nowhere to go. Same place, same thing.

Which makes me think, maybe I really should aim for Japan this year. I keep on having the same dream about me going to a recording studio and there were Arashi and a few celebrities. And somehow, I managed to have a quick conversation with Aiba and we were talking about food.

I really want to go there. Japan. Despite my family's comments on my interests. D;

On a quick note, I managed to preorder AAA's SAILING, KAT-TUN's CHAIN and Arashi's Wild at Heart. I can't wait to get them. From now on, I shall support my favourite artists, all because...




FANDOM IS A PART OF ME.
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Monday, January 30, 2012 @ 2:33 AM @ (0) blah/s
KUYASHII.
This is a delayed update. Saye dah lama sangat pendam ni dalam hati =___=

It's about my housemates.

So. Finally. My landlord had seen le bad sides of his tenants (excluding me). Apparently he came to inspect our house after all of us left. Being a hardcore perfectionist he was, he condemned the whole place. "LE KITCHEN IS MESSY!" "LE STOVE IS DIRTY!" "LE SINK IS CLOGGED!" "DIRTY POTS AND PANS ON LE STOVE!" and so on. Take note that the kitchen was the main subject of his complaint.

The moment I read his email, I was like, "HUH. NOW YOU'VE SEEN."

My housemates semua kecoh nak apologise. They were embarrassed. I was like, of course. You guys SHOULD be embarrassed. I didn't use the kitchen at all, so no matter how, I won't apologise for le mess. The only things I used in the kitchen were the electrical jug and the fridge, THAT'S ALL. I rarely used the stove. MAKANAN RUJI SAYA INSTANT NOODLES OKAY BUAT APA NAK PAKAI STOVE =____= Even if I used it, I would make sure that I clean everything, then masuk bilik menjamu selera sambil layan Cartoon KAT-TUN (ni zaman saya gila tengok Cartoon KAT-TUN).

Of course la. Time nak balik tu baru nak kecoh cuci rumah. Mana la nak kemas budus. Saya dah penat kemas rumah sorang sorang so I gave up long time already. Saya sengaja stay at uni, sampai tak balik rumah semalaman because I didn't want to be included in their mess. Lagipun internet uni laju huehue Lantak you all. I shall keep quiet during le meeting. Saya tak main pun periuk berkulat kat dapur so please don't drag me into your silly mess. D:

Itu cerita housemate. Ini cerita kazoku pulak.

TBH, saya dah give up nak tarbiyyah my family about my interest sejak my mum bakar my comic collection. RM 3000+ HILANG ASDFGHJDKGMSDFVS ;A;

Then one day, I asked my sister about her music preference and she said that she likes any kind of music as long as it's good. SO, SAYA INGATKAN SHE WOULD BE OPEN MINDED WITH MY KIND OF MUSIC LAAAA so I showed her Arashi's Troublemaker PV.

START DARI AWAL SAMPAI AKHIR PV DIA KEJE GELAKKAN DIORANG. TO BE PRECISE, SHE WAS LAUGHING AT LE LANGUAGE.

輝きを秘めたハートビート
kagayaki wo himeta ha-to bi-to


Heart beat = ha-to bi-to.

Le imouto said that japanese ni tak pandai laaa, English pun jadi buruk. I was like, HAA? BM pun ada melayukan English jugak ASDFHJKL SO WHO ARE YOU TO SAY THAT TO THEIR LANGUAGE?

Then my dad pulak kecoh tanya kenapa saya nak obsess dekat Arashi. D:

Well, saya jawab, "Apa salahnya ada interest terhadap entertainer?" Actually nak je saya tanya : HINA SANGAT KE SAYA NAK MINAT ARASHI KE, KAT-TUN KE, AAA KE, PLASTIC TREE KE SAMPAI SEMUA PUN NAK CONDEMN. BUKANNYE SAYA PASANG LAGU DIORANG KUAT KUAT TIAP TIAP HARI PUN ASDFGHJKL

Pedih hati ada kazoku macam ni. Saya berazam, nanti saya ada anak nanti, dia nak minat Justin Bieber pun saya tak kisah, itu minat dia, siapa saya nak halang minat orang lain. D:
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Thursday, January 26, 2012 @ 12:52 AM @ (0) blah/s
happy birthday YO!
25 FEBRUARY. BIRTHDAY ABANG BARU SAYE.

So, I made my special caramel pudding. Haha. Fangirl tak de keje ni. =___=;;



... and I edited it into purikura style lol
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Saturday, January 7, 2012 @ 12:53 PM @ (0) blah/s
atarashii onii
Mula mula saya gila baby Uepi saya yang gila comel nak mampsssssss tu.

SEKARANG SAYA JUMPA ABANG BARU HEHEH.



Arashi no Sakurai Sho.

Don't get me wrong, Uepi is still my abang okai. :D
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