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eh saya suka lah jadi fangirl dekat Twitter lol

2012-02-02T21:29:00.003+10:30

LE FANGIRL CONVERSATION.

it was all started when Aimi-yan tweeted this:

@_aimiya: can someone screen capture what happen at VSA today. I heard nakamaru is the guest for today. I WANT TO SEE KATTUN ARASHI INTERACTION T^T

@kuragerogero (me): don't worry aimi, I can't watch it too ;A;

@_aimiya: ;A; tsk. curious case of the century, how arashi and kattun interact (or exactly how aibachan and yuchan interact xD)

@kuragerogero: lolol why aiba and yucchi? Saya curious riida and yucchi

@_aimiya: the oldest in both team. YES YES (no technically aibachan is baka and maru is like another baka too) but YES YES RIIDA!

@kuragerogero: ohh, sou nandesuka. Entah la, to me, I would love to see aiba/taguchi interaction la haha

@_aimiya: ... haah kan haah betul betul yuuchan is more reserved like riida. (aiba-taguchi; the irrelevant pair xD) omg >< ureshii!

AIMI-YAAAAAAAAAN! WATASHI MO URESHII DESU YO! KONNA KAIWA (kaiwa is conversation, deshou? -__-;;), SUKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII (lol Sho's Dondake style xDD)

OTAKU

2012-02-02T12:31:00.002+10:30

Semalam birthday encik duda sengsara, Kuchiki Byakuya-sama and SEMALAM LA JUGAK PAK CIK TITE ANNOUNCE THAT BLEACH IS ENDING SOON ADFGHJKKL

Ending soon. Bukan coming soon okai. D:

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME, I MEAN, US! Walaupun saya dah lama tak follow Bleach like a real otaku, well saya tak follow bersebab okai. I was planning to have a kakkoi Bleach marathon session with my kids and husbando, kejar kejar sampai le latest season, then satu family kecoh anticipate the new chapter D:

Nampaknya harapan tinggal harapan. HARAPANKU HANCUR MUSNAH BAGAIKAN KACA TERHEMPAS KE BATU cheh cheh.

Aih. Dah la duda sengsara tu cinta pertama saya. Eheh, tipu je. Cinta pertama saya was Inuzuka Kiba haha tapi itu just cinta monyet =___=

Kehidupan otaku bakal berakhir. Agak-agaknya lepas ni pupus kot spesis awesome yang bergelar OTAKU nih. ;A;

hanashi

2012-02-01T16:10:00.002+10:30

Glancing outside. It's very very cloudy today. Somewhat gloomy.

Looking at the front. A flat screen LCD TV. 1.30 pm news at TV3. A news coverage on this dude Hassan Ali. Politics stuff. Somewhat confusing.

A quick look at the left. My sister. From news to movie channel, she did switch. Somewhat... hmm... teenage-y?

I am sleepy now. And bored. And I don't feel like going out. Well, I do want to go out, but I just don't have the feel to do so. Like, there's nothing to do, nowhere to go. Same place, same thing.

Which makes me think, maybe I really should aim for Japan this year. I keep on having the same dream about me going to a recording studio and there were Arashi and a few celebrities. And somehow, I managed to have a quick conversation with Aiba and we were talking about food.

I really want to go there. Japan. Despite my family's comments on my interests. D;

On a quick note, I managed to preorder AAA's SAILING, KAT-TUN's CHAIN and Arashi's Wild at Heart. I can't wait to get them. From now on, I shall support my favourite artists, all because...

FANDOM IS A PART OF ME.

KUYASHII.

2012-01-30T02:33:00.004+10:30

This is a delayed update. Saye dah lama sangat pendam ni dalam hati =___=

It's about my housemates.

So. Finally. My landlord had seen le bad sides of his tenants (excluding me). Apparently he came to inspect our house after all of us left. Being a hardcore perfectionist he was, he condemned the whole place. "LE KITCHEN IS MESSY!" "LE STOVE IS DIRTY!" "LE SINK IS CLOGGED!" "DIRTY POTS AND PANS ON LE STOVE!" and so on. Take note that the kitchen was the main subject of his complaint.

The moment I read his email, I was like, "HUH. NOW YOU'VE SEEN."

My housemates semua kecoh nak apologise. They were embarrassed. I was like, of course. You guys SHOULD be embarrassed. I didn't use the kitchen at all, so no matter how, I won't apologise for le mess. The only things I used in the kitchen were the electrical jug and the fridge, THAT'S ALL. I rarely used the stove. MAKANAN RUJI SAYA INSTANT NOODLES OKAY BUAT APA NAK PAKAI STOVE =____= Even if I used it, I would make sure that I clean everything, then masuk bilik menjamu selera sambil layan Cartoon KAT-TUN (ni zaman saya gila tengok Cartoon KAT-TUN).

Of course la. Time nak balik tu baru nak kecoh cuci rumah. Mana la nak kemas budus. Saya dah penat kemas rumah sorang sorang so I gave up long time already. Saya sengaja stay at uni, sampai tak balik rumah semalaman because I didn't want to be included in their mess. ~~Lagipun internet uni laju huehue~~ Lantak you all. I shall keep quiet during le meeting. Saya tak main pun periuk berkulat kat dapur so please don't drag me into your silly mess. D:

Itu cerita housemate. Ini cerita kazoku pulak.

TBH, saya dah give up nak tarbiyyah my family about my interest sejak my mum bakar my comic collection. RM 3000+ HILANG ASDFGHJDKGMSDFVS ;A;

Then one day, I asked my sister about her music preference and she said that she likes any kind of music as long as it's good. SO, SAYA INGATKAN SHE WOULD BE OPEN MINDED WITH MY KIND OF MUSIC LAAAA so I showed her Arashi's Troublemaker PV.

START DARI AWAL SAMPAI AKHIR PV DIA KEJE GELAKKAN DIORANG. TO BE PRECISE, SHE WAS LAUGHING AT LE LANGUAGE.

輝きを秘めたハートビート
kagayaki wo himeta ha-to bi-to

Heart beat = ha-to bi-to.

Le imouto said that japanese ni tak pandai laaa, English pun jadi buruk. I was like, HAA? BM pun ada melayukan English jugak ASDFHJKL SO WHO ARE YOU TO SAY THAT TO THEIR LANGUAGE?

Then my dad pulak kecoh tanya kenapa saya nak obsess dekat Arashi. D:

Well, saya jawab, "Apa salahnya ada interest terhadap entertainer?" Actually nak je saya tanya : HINA SANGAT KE SAYA NAK MINAT ARASHI KE, KAT-TUN KE, AAA KE, PLASTIC TREE KE SAMPAI SEMUA PUN NAK CONDEMN. BUKANNYE SAYA PASANG LAGU DIORANG KUAT KUAT TIAP TIAP HARI PUN ASDFGHJKL

Pedih hati ada kazoku macam ni. Saya berazam, nanti saya ada anak nanti, dia nak minat Justin Bieber pun saya tak kisah, itu minat dia, siapa saya nak halang minat orang lain. D:

happy birthday YO!

2012-01-26T00:52:00.001+10:30

25 FEBRUARY. BIRTHDAY ABANG BARU SAYE.

So, I made my special caramel pudding. Haha. Fangirl tak de keje ni. =___=;;

... and I edited it into purikura style lol

atarashii onii

2012-01-07T12:53:00.002+10:30

Mula mula saya gila baby Uepi saya yang gila comel nak mampsssssss tu.

SEKARANG SAYA JUMPA ABANG BARU HEHEH.

Arashi no Sakurai Sho.

Don't get me wrong, Uepi is still my abang okai. :D

LE FANDOM

2012-01-07T04:01:00.002+10:30

ABANG BIAS AIMI AND ABANG BIAS SAYA.

WHAT IS SLEEP.

FANDOM OVER SLEEP. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.

menyesal

2012-01-07T03:35:00.003+10:30

Plan subjects and le perfect time table in the middle of the night ~~when le internet is the fastest.~~

SAYA MENYESAL SEBAB TAMAK SANGAT HABISKAN NON-LAW ELECTIVES' CREDIT HOUR LAST YEAR. PADAN MUKA SEKARANG STUCK BELAJAR LAW SAJA 2 TAHUN. ;A;

KECIWA

2012-01-01T18:35:00.002+10:30

Rasa macam dah lama tak update bloggie D:

Well, bukannye tak de masa, it's just that I DON'T WANT TO. Bukannya saya tak suka blogging, it's just that THE CONNECTION IS TOO SLOW. Oh annual lament, tiap-tiap kali balik Malaysia (eleh pada hal baru 2 kali =___=) mesti nak complaint pasal internet slow. -_____-;

Then I just knew that some file sharing sites have been banned. I mean, blocked. Tak boleh access through Malaysian ISP. OF COURSE SAYA SAKIT HATI OKAY, BANYAK CERITA ABANG-ABANG SAYA YANG SAYA NAK DOWNLOAD NI. Dah la abang-abang dah bertambah pulak tu! Kiranya saya ni fangirl yang dalam kesusahan laaaaa D:

Speaking about fangirls, I daresay that I'm quite a crazy fangirl. Kan dekat MTV channel ada JK Hits, kan? I usually watch it whenever I have the time to watch it, because I would be able to listen other artists' songs. ~~Untung-untung tambah lagi list abang saya heheh.~~

So like this, there's this one day, I was watching JK Hits, and BAM! Matsushita Yuya was on air, [SUPER DRIVE]. Apa lagi, テンション上がったですよ. I let out a quick "Kyaah!" and started to sing along, alah, reaction fangirl yang normal laaaa. My mum was at the kitchen, then tiba-tiba dia pun mengeluarkan suara.

"Dah tua 20 tahun lebih pun perangai macam budak kecik? Matured sikit la, buat malu kat orang je. Tak padan dengan tua."

TERUS SAYA TUKAR CHANNEL ASTRO RIA AND SUMBAT TELINGA SAYA DENGAN EARPHONES, DENGAR LAGU DALAM HANDPHONE.

Then I was watching an anime at Animax channel, then my mum came and said,

"Tengok lagi cerita budak-budak ni?"

I SWITCHED THE CHANNEL IMMEDIATELY AND TERUS MENGHADAP LAPTOP.

Lately I've been listening to some K-Pop songs, like Super Junior's songs, SNSD's, T-Ara, and Tohoshinki. A few days ago, there was this bangumi called 'K-pop Profile' on Hits.TV channel, so saya tengok lah. Tup-tup they were featuring Super Junior. Apa lagi, excited lah because I kind of liked them.

Then my dad came along. They were showing 'Sorry Sorry' MV.

"Apa lah, tengok Bollywood menari lagi best. Lagu pun klok-klek je, bising. Wani dengar benda macam ni ke?"

I was seriously ticked off. I told him nicely that I liked their dancing style, that's why I'm watching this. Tapi bila dah komen macam tu, siap kritik my music taste I was at my limit.

Not once, but lots of times.

Nampak saya telan takoyaki, terus bagi weird face. Nampak saya telan nihon curry rice, terus bagi weird face. Nampak saya tengok KAT-TUN / Arashi / Gaki no Tsukai punya variety show, terus bagi komen 'penaik semangat'. Nampak saya excited (sikit je, tu pun tak tunjuk lebih pun, just a small "Waah!"), terus bebel.

In short, my family never approves my interest. Nobody approves. Semua pun nak kritik.

Nanti saya ada baby half nihon saya tak nak bawa balik tunjuk baru tau. D:

ohmai

2011-12-14T12:34:00.001+10:30

LAST DAY AT ADELAIDE.

OUT OF ADELAIDE TOMORROW.

OUT OF AUSTRALIA DAY AFTER TOMORROW.

REACH MALAYSIA DAY AFTER TOMORROW.

I CAN'T WAIT.

rabu rabu

2011-12-08T17:30:00.003+10:30

Funny how love changes people.

2 of my friends. Here at Adelaide. Both are really tomboy-ish. TAPI BILA TENGOK FACEBOOK WALL, VERY RABU RABU DESUUU

LOVE IS SCARY YO.

... maka aktiviti stalking di Facebook bermula...

I CARE.

2011-12-07T20:39:00.002+10:30

I have a feeling that I might be scorned for this post. =___=

8 more days and I'll be out of Adelaide. TBH, the only things that make me excited about returning back to Malaysia are, my family, CF and food. Truthfully speaking, I don't really look forward at meeting my friends. I'm not sick of them. I guess I'm just a bit concerned about what they might think of me. I always tell myself not to care about what they think of me, but ADFGHJSKDF I JUST CAN'T. I CARE. I DO CARE. I HAVE TO CARE. Lagi lagi outer appearance.

I ffuuu-ing know that my outer appearance has changed. The high school me was totally different from the current me.

Even so, tak payah lah seronok seronok kata "Nik, awak dah berubah." I myself know it as a fact, no need to enlighten me anymore.

FFFUUUUUU

That's why, kadang kadang saya malas nak jumpa diorang semua. At first I was like, yeah, let's meet up, have lunch, blah blah blaaaah and then after a while, I'll be like, SHIMATTA, I SHOULDN'T HAVE SUGGESTED THAT SDFGHDSF DD:

Don't get me wrong. I don't hate them. I'm just sick of their prejudgement. The inner me hasn't changed. Just because saya pakai skinny jeans and tak pakai baju kurung like you all doesn't mean that I'm a bad person.

Sebab tu lah saya malas nak jumpa. Kalau saya jumpa, I have to be someone different just to suit them. And that's why I don't wanna go to the high school visits. Because I'll have to be someone different from the me now. Kalau saya pergi sekolah selamba je pakai skinny jeans, saya keluar dari pagar sekolah je cikgu cikgu buat cerita pasal Nik Hazwani yang pernah jadi debater sekolah tu.

Saya bosan. AND I DO CARE.

no longer botak

2011-12-02T22:09:00.002+10:30

ABANG BOTAK SAYA DAH ADA RAMBUT WOOTS! xD

Credits: @kzy223

夢

2011-12-01T20:06:00.002+10:30

Been fangirling lately. Well, too much fangirling is not good for heart.

My housemate said that I sounded like a hysteric person.

IT'S DEFINITELY NOT MY FAULT THAT UEPI IS SO CUTE ASDFGHKL D:

Anyway, I had this weird dream lately. A week ago, to be exact, but somehow it's been bothering me. So me, being paranoid, googled the dream interpreter thingamajig. I dreamed that someone was ripping of my toenails and they kept on growing and getting longer. =___= WHAT A WEIRD DREAM.

To see your toes in your dream, represent the way you move and walk through life, either with grace and poise, or the lack of. It also signifies your path in life. Alternatively, toes represent the minor details of life and how you deal with them.

To dream that your toe nails are growing, symbolize an extension of your understanding in a particular matter.

To dream that you lose or gain a toe(s), suggests that you are lacking determination and energy needed to move forward in some situation.

To dream that you hurt your toe or that there is a corn or abrasion on it, means that you are feeling anxious about moving forward with some pan or decision.

WELL, I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND MY DREAM D:

UEPI ♥

2011-11-30T17:07:00.003+10:30

OH COME ON PEOPLE MY BABY UEPI IS CUTE OKAY ♥♥♥♥♥

baldy

2011-11-29T13:12:00.000+10:30

AIHHH. MY CLEAN, PRETTY DESKTOP.

BABY UEPI SAYA BOTAK AHAHA <3

list jakun jakun ver 2.0

2011-11-29T00:31:00.005+10:30

Well, Aimi suruh saya buat list berjakun-jakun bila pergi Jepun. :D

1. CAMWHORE DALAM TOILET.

2. NAIK SHINKANSEN THEN BELI BENTO BOX. SAMBIL SAMBIL MAKAN USHA LUAR TINGKAP. KALAU NAMPAK FUJI-SAN, CEPAT CEPAT AMBIL GAMBAR.

3. PERGI 7/11 THEN BELI SEMUA PRODUCT YANG DALAM AAA PUNYA CM.

4. PERGI CONCERT AAA + KAT-TUN + PLASTIC TREE. WAJIB.

5. PERGI SHIBUYA. BUAT MUKA BAJET KAYA THEN SHOPPING SAMPAI TERGOLEK GOLEK POKAI.

6. PERGI HARAJUKU THEN MAIN DRESS UP DEKAT JINGU BRIDGE. UNTUNG UNTUNG JUMPA ABANG HENSEM.

7. PERGI HOST CLUB. SAYA DENGAR DIORANG SUKA LAYAN FOREIGNERS :DDDD

8. PERGI AKIHABARA. SYURGA OTAKU KOT WAJIB PERGI. KALAU JUMPA SHOKOTAN MEMANG PLUS POINT LAAAAA

9. BERTAPA DEPAN JE BUILDING SAMPAI ABANG ABANG KAT-TUN / KIS-MY-FT2 (TAPI PRIORITI LEBIH KAT KAT-TUN) KELUAR. AMBIL GAMBAR, MINTA SAIN BABY UEPI! ini penting yo!

Cucu: Eh eh obaa-chama, ni gambar obaa-chama and ojii-chama masa muda, eh?
Me: Ah yes yes. Masa tu obaa-chama tengah travel around Japan. Then singgah JE building. Tunggu, tunggu, ojii-chama awak pun keluar. Mula mula fan/idol relationship je. Then jadi kawan. THEN TENGOK LAAA KITA JADI KELUARGA BAHAGIA SEKARANG <3
Cucu: Waaa, hebat hebat!
Nenek: Moralnya, jangan putus asa. Selagi dia tak keluar, tunggu. Usaha tangga kejayaan.
Cucu: Obaa-chama sugoi! :D

10. YANG NI DEPANDS ON SEASON MANA PERGI JEPUN.

SPRING

PERGI TEMPAT BANYAK SAKURA, THEN BUAT BUAT CUTE MACAM ALA ALA ANIME/MANGA. UNTUNG UNTUNG JUMPA FATED PARTNER, CINTA PANDANG PERTAMA MACAM DALAM ANIME/MANGA.

SUMMER>

PERGI MATSURI, PAKAI YUKATA TENGOK FIREWORKS. UNTUNG UNTUNG JUMPA FATED PARTNER MASA SAMA SAMA TENGOK HANABI. THEN BOOM! LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT ANIME/MANGA STYLE.

AUTUMN

YANG NI SAMA MACAM TIME SPRING, CUMA PERGI TEMPAT BANYAK POKOK MOMIJI. THEN MASA DAUN DAUN LURUH, BUAT CUTE.

WINTER

TIME SALJI KAW KAW, CHRISTMAS NIGHT, PERGI RONGGENG RONGGENG KELILING TOKYO. BILA NAMPAK POKOK CHRISTMAS BESAR, DIRI KAT DEPAN, BUAT COMEL. SEKALI ADA IKEMEN SINGLE KAT SEBELAH THEN BOOM! LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.

Sekian, terima kasih.

mission

2011-11-27T06:55:00.001+10:30

2012'S MOST IMPORTANT MISSION.

GET ALL CDS. AAA. KAT-TUN. KIS-MY-FT2. DON'T MISS ANY.

DEMI ABANG ABANG DAN KAKAK KAKAK TERSAYANG, SAYA AKAN BERLAPAR. D:

le spammaaah

2011-11-25T03:03:00.001+10:30

LOL Intang lookie here. Your tweet attracted a lovely spammer. xD

Sekian, terima kasih.

sexy bald haha

2011-11-24T21:28:00.002+10:30

Tatkala kebosanan menjelma, Blogger lah pengubat hatiku.

I gotta say, my BM isn't that bad. HEH. :D

I just finished Gokusen season 1. Then I had this quick dilemma of what to watch next. I had 3 j-doramas in my list.

1. My Boss My Hero. Ada Nagase Tomoya (TOKIO), Tegoshi Yuya (NewS), Tanaka Koki (KAT-TUN) and Aragaki Yui.

2. Misaki Number 1!! Ada Fujigaya Taisuke (Kis-My-Ft2).

3. Hana Yori Dango. Ada Matsumoto Jun (ARASHI).

After 15 minutes contemplating ~~and gelak tak sedar duniawi tengok Gaki no Tsukai~~ saya ambil keputusan untuk tengok MBMH because no matter what, KAT-TUN comes first.

Lihat lah dunia, betapa dahsyatnya bias saya terhadap group ini. D:

Then after that, maybe I'll watch MN1 because of my KisuMai baby, Fuji-chan and lastly HYD because I DON'T LIKE OGURI SHUN FULLSTOP.

Baby Uepi saya botak macam bad-ass lol

WHY?

2011-11-23T13:13:00.002+10:30

I DON'T GET IT LAH WEI!!!

Duuuuude, what is this?! DD:

Saya tau lah I wished that my blog to be more famous -___- TAPI SAYA TAK NAK LA ORANG-ORANG PELIK MACAM NI MENJELMA DALAM HIDUP SAYA D:

But, anyway, thanks for visiting my blog. I AM HONOURED, YO.

boring day

2011-11-22T11:59:00.003+10:30

CF IN WHO-CARES-HOW-MANY-DAYS-LEFT-BUT-IT'S-GETTING-NEARER DAYS!!!

I'm still planning for my second day coord OTL at first I wanted to do Fairy Kei, but I realised that I may have to spend like, $100+ for shoes, outfit and accessories, so I was like, HUH, let's do dark Decora then. D:

And I realised that I don't that much accessories to pull this coord well. =___=

So far I have black tulle skirt, Domo-kun t-shirt, Domo-kun bag, teddy bear sling bag, black tights, black-framed glasses, black x white bows with skulls, pink x white x grey legwarmers, plastic accessories and black cardigan.

I DON'T THINK IT'S ENOUGH. D:

I hope that my neko mask will arrive before 15th December D:

And then a sudden thought hit me.

"MAYBE I COULD COSPLAY AS YANKUMI FROM GOKUSEN HARHARHAR."

If I'm serious in doing that, maybe I'm going to need track suit and glasses. =___=

lagi satu

2011-11-12T11:53:00.002+10:30

ANOTHER POST SEBAB SAYA MEMANG SUKA KALAU ORANG BACA BLOG SAYA HUEHUEHUEEEEH

My Mum said I should go to my aunt's house at Kajang and the whole family shall come and pick me up from there AND WE SHALL HAVE A GLORIOUS FAMILY VACATION HEHEH

Whooooooohooooooooooooooooooooo :D

Okai I really should resume studying now D:

I HATE CLOWNS

2011-11-12T11:25:00.002+10:30

Making another post because I can and padan muka you all sebab kena baca HUEHUEHUEEEEH

I woke up early this morning, feeling extremely refreshed and happy.

Tengok luar tingkap, "Okay, hari ni mesti start buat Criminology notes and study French!"

Note that I said this with full determination and semangat study yang membara-bara okai.

At Currie St, the bus driver chased us out. "Last stop!" he said. So saya turun, and found out that THERE'S A STUPID CHRISTMAS BEAUTY PAGEANT AT THE ROAD AHEAD.

First of all, CHRISTMAS?! Tolong lah wei, November just started, it's barely Christmas yet. But yes, I understand your excitement and all, BUT BUT HAIH. D: I was stuck in the crowd for an hour. Plus, some of the clowns were teasing and playing around with me.

I HATE CLOWNS OKAY. I'M SCARED OF THEM.

Tolong jangan kacau saya time saya tengah vulnerable ni okai. ;A;

wishes

2011-11-12T08:38:00.006+10:30

Making these wishes because I CAN.

1. The childhood wish: Be the greatest vet ever and have a special house just for the stray cats. But, too bad I'm studying Law now so I guess this is not going to happen then D:

2. The selfish wish: Get lots of people to read and like my blog and be famous HARHARHAR

3. The clichéd wish: BE RICH AND MARRY A SUPER HANDSOME JAPANESE GUY. >:D

4. The noble wish: World peace and no more stupid political conflicts.

5. The near-future wish: For now, I just want to pass my exams. D:

6. The before-I’m-25 wish: GRADUATE OF COURSE. And go to Japan with my lovely friends. :D

7. The life-experience wish: Travel around the world. The last country to travel would be Japan and I shall reminisce all my memories (childhood till present) at the top of Mount Fuji and shout "I DID IT!" :D

8. The technological-advancements wish: I would love to see rubbish bins that could detect and pick up rubbish on their own, but that would make humans become lazier. So naaah. =____=

9. The self-improvement wish: More self-confidence and less snappy.

10. The close-to-my-heart wish: To be able to be a good servant to Allah, insya Allah. I know, I need lots of improvement for this. D:

11. The last-but-not-least wish: To be happy everyday with my family and lovable friends. Sounds cliche enough but yes, I want to be happy everyday.

Admin sucks yo!

2011-11-09T23:45:00.002+10:30

The title says it all. D:

3 videos for today.

Matsushita Yuya's [Super Drive] is super, super, SUPER COOL OKAY.

KAT-TUN's [Run For You] was stuck in my head for the whole Admin exam... which was good because I felt so relaxed haha -__-

And lastly, I kind of addicted to SNSD's [The Boys]. They're quite catchy and their lyrics are quite good too. :D

I am so so so so sick of exams DX

no fail

2011-11-06T11:27:00.002+10:30

HORA! HORA! Look, I'm attempting to do 3 past year papers now.

Boleh buat or not, itu lain cerita. But, I'm feeling good now, and I have this good feeling that I might be able to do this after all, insya Allah. I CAN DO THIS!

Well... I can't afford to fail anyway. Because, if I fail, I won't be getting any scholarship, no scholarship means no money, no money means no ticket to Japan, no ticket to Japan means no AAA concert, no AAA concert means no fated encounters with nihon-jin D: , no fated encounters with nihon-jin means no marriage, no marriage means no child, no child means no more human for the future, no more human for the future means END OF HUMANKIND! D:

THEREFORE I SHOULDN'T FAIL THIS. NOT NOW. D:

that-that

2011-11-04T20:10:00.002+10:30

Okai so I was having a quick shower just now (sebab tiba-tiba saya berpeluh ffffuuuuu), and I had this random thought.

Kawan-kawan saya yang dah kahwin tu kan, ada yang dah preggie kan. So, so, sooooo... diorang dah buat itu-itu kan? D:

I CAN'T EVEN. D:

What a creepy thought. Disturbing thought. Ugh thought.

I guess I'm going to stay single for quite a while. I mean, just pikir pasal buat itu-itu dengan my so-called bakal suami pun kind of freaks me out, apa lagi nak berboyfie-boyfie ni. Ack.

PLUS, I'M QUITE HAPPY ENOUGH WITH MY CURRENT RELATIONSHIPS WITH MY J-ARTIST KARESHIS HUEHUEHUEEEE

Delusional fangirl is delusional indeed. D:

La vie d'une etudiante du droit

2011-11-04T11:19:00.001+10:30

A sad, sad life indeed. D:

tagbox

2011-11-03T18:11:00.004+10:30

Sometimes I have a quick look at my blog's tagbox to see if there's any message left from my friends, etc.

Okay lah so ada beberapa makhluk Tuhan yang rajin nak letak mesej entah ape ape ni kan. So I clicked the link to see the origin of these creatures.

WHAT THE TAU FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU FA IS THIS D: D: D:

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2011-11-02T12:24:00.002+10:30

Luahan hati.

Saye pakai cantik tiap-tiap hari tapi kenapa tak ade orang suka kat saye DD:

Huehuehue.

Those yang banyak hogging dekat Twitter, would notice that I keep on tweeting about 'bish', 'bishes' and 'bishus'. =___= Those are my very own terms for some obnoxious chinese yang banyak berkelompok dekat The Learning Hub ni. When I say obnoxious, I mean, really obnoxious haihhhh. Sila refer to the post below kalau nak tahu how obnoxious they are.

"Cina-cina macam ni la yang buat orang nak racist ni."

KATA HOUSEMATE SAYA. =_______=

Terus-terang, I have no comment.

OH NO I CAN'T WAIT FOR COMIC FIESTAAAAAAA WOOHOO! 8D

Oh, Qantas is finally okay I'm so glad. I hope there won't be any disruption then. D:

Okai lah I should resume studying nau.

exam rant

2011-11-01T11:01:00.002+10:30

I really feel sorry for the locals. The Learning Hub is totally infested by Asians, particularly Chinese. I am not a racist, mind you, I have a lot of Chinese friends. But there are times, some of these Chinese people are just exploitative and selfish.

Don't study near to the power point if you don't even use a laptop.

Don't just simply drag a chair from the computer area just because it's comfortable. You're making the whole area full of unwanted chairs. And not to mention that the computer tables are lacking chairs now, thanks to you.

Don't use two tables if you're planning to study alone. D:

Don't give weird faces when the other students are busy discussing. You have no right to keep us quiet. If you want a quiet place to study, THEN GO TO THE LIBRARY LAH BUDUS.

Don't abuse the microwaves and the sandwich toasters. THEY'RE SO DISGUSTINGLY DIRTY NOW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA DD:

This is Nikki, reporting from The Learning Hub, Adelaide University.

apa itu cinta?

2011-10-17T21:47:00.002+10:30

So I was thinking and pondering about KOI and stuff.

Maybe I shouldn't get too involved with KOI. Maybe I should stay single forever.

I see how KOI changes everyone around me. Ada yang sedih, ada yang habis terbang melayang seronok bercinta, ada yang tinggal kawan, ade yang asyik complaint aje.

I shall move to Japan and probably find out what really KOI is.

But for now, KOI = BUANG DUIT. =___=

kepala いたい

2011-10-17T21:41:00.002+10:30

Headache. Tired. Mengantuk. Headache.

Oh. I wrote 'headache' twice. That's because I'm on the verge of having migraine now.

Okay. Tinggal kawan lepas dapat kareshi is totally not cool. NOT COOL YO. D:

Another reason why I'm deciding to stay single forever. Because KOI WA MUKATSUKU YO. めっちゃムカつく！D:

bean bag barrier

2011-09-28T22:44:00.004+09:30

Okai soooooo. I think I spend more time at Uni than my home. FUUUUUUUU

Well, not that FUUUUUU-ish since The Learning Hub is kind of full of guys like this.

To be honest I was excited the moment he decided to sit in front of me. Not directly in front lah this is not shojo manga OTL but he was at the table in front of mine. HE WAS USING A DELL LAPTOP. I LOVE DELL LAPTOP OKAY D: And he had this cute Australian accent LOL somehow I think Asians with this accent are kind of cute.

Memandangkan the Hub is so convenient and comfy and cool, so there are some obnoxious people yang memandai-mandai guna Hub suka hati macam rumah sendiri. Okay, so it's spring break now and people don't really use the Hub that much, but still la wei. This is Uni. Nak buat activity berjimba-jimba, buat dekat rumah sendiri lah OTL. 2 days ago (I guess) there was this group of Asians (maybe) having their splendid movie + beer night + sleepover. They did this to prevent anyone from disturbing their beauty sleep.

THEY MADE A BEAN BAG BARRIER OTL D:

I can't even. =____=

Manusia ni memang tak boleh benda seronok sikit. Terus nak guna suka-suka hati. =___=

dumb stuff

2011-09-26T13:17:00.003+09:30

It's spring break and I'M SUPER BUSY AAAAAAAAAAA D:

Okay so I just submitted my Admin Law take-home exam assignment thingy. IT WAS MUZUKASHII YO. Thank God I have friends to discuss about it with me (even though we were actually not allowed to do so lol), so I guess it was pretty okay. KOT. MAYBE. OTL. So saye submit dekat this plagiarism detector thingy called SafeAssign.

That despair moment when seeing your document title. D:

I saved my document as 'dumb stuff'. Well dulu saye save assignment saye as 'OTL stuff', 'crazy stuff', 'terrifying stuff' and macam-macam lagi. Usually, the doc's name won't appear tau. BUT THIS TIME IT APPEARED SO I WAS LIKE, OHMAI WHAT WOULD JUDITH THINK IF SHE SEES THAT I CALL THIS ASSIGNMENT AS 'DUMB STUFF'? D:

Oh well. At least I didn't save it as 'dumb shit'. I almost did that. -__-

new addition

2011-09-16T17:18:00.002+09:30

I guess I need some nature therapy. -___-

Welcome aboard then, Hwabun. :D

Malaysian Carnival 2011

2011-09-13T20:48:00.004+09:30

I was a volunteer (YES, AGAIN). It was super tiring and frustrating. And fun too, I guess.

AND I HAZ CHEF WAN'S AUTOGRAPH WOOHOO!

And of course, a picture with him.

AND I GOT TO TASTE HIS CHICKEN RENDANG. WEI CHEF WAN MASAK WOOOO. SAYE MAKAN WOOO. SEDAP GILER WOOOO.

sedih

2011-09-09T16:02:00.002+09:30

Izikan saya ramble di sini.

Since I was born, I was surrounded by maids. Malay maids, Indonesian maids, Thai maids. My mum hired them because she had no time to care about the house chores, so she kind of expected them to do those for her. So, terus-terang, saye betul-betul belajar masak masa saye form 4. But mind you, I do chores waaaaaaaaaaay earlier than that. My mum trained me to be good in house work since I was 12. Orang kata perempuan yang buat kerja rumah tangan dia kasar, tapi tangan saye tak kasar, so saye memang tak boleh nak cakap ape-ape. Tapi seriously, I really buat those kerja rumah. Basuh pinggan, mop lantai, sapu lantai (sebab my mum tak suka guna vacuum cleaner), kemas dapur, cuci baju, sidai baju, lipat baju, iron baju, lap tingkap, EVERYTHING, OKAY. So I daresay that I am actually a very well-trained girl, much better than other girls in this world. Even my housemates. So, disebabkan saye dah ditrain untuk sentiasa hidup dalam suasana yang kemas and bersih, saye memang sakit hati dengan perangai manusia di luar territory saye.

It's all started during Taylor's. My unit-mates semua tak pandai kemas rumah. And they all relied on the cleaner to do the work. Bila rumah kotor sikit, they would blame the cleaner ladies. Padahal sendiri yang makan bersepah, tak mau buang sampah. But I kept it all to myself, because I knew I was more superior than them. I was proud that I knew more about handling a house more than them. Plus, they were just being immature.

Then uni life. I thought that everyone would be more mature and therefore, behave nicely. But I thought wrong. Semua pun sama jer. Diorang probably hidup either with maids, or their mums spoil them a lot. Messy. Dirty. Disgusting. Manusia mana yang diajar untuk biar periuk with some rotten stuff tersadai dekat tepi sink? DEFINITELY NOT ME. Tapi somehow diorang boleh ignore that disgusting thing and continue their lives as if they don't see it. And guess what, it's always have to be me to clean up those disgusting stuff. I clean the kitchen. No word of thanks. Okay, not that I care. Tapi yang menyedihkan saye, the very next day, the kitchen would turn into a disaster again. My hardwork was all wasted. And my room shall smell like rotten food and garbage.

I don't ask for anything. I just want some tolerance. I tried my best to tolerate their messy behaviours, but whenever I clean up the house, mesti ada someone see me as throwing tantrums. I am not throwing tantrums. I'm being sensible enough to clean the place when it's dirty. I thought that's what a normal person would do, clean a dirty place. Indeed, I may nag a bit, but it's not like I was yelling at a particular person. I'm just a human. Why can't someone just understand it?

Oh well. They're probably being spoiled by their families and loved ones. They aren't trained like me. After all, I am much better than everyone else. (self-coaxing)

oh mon Dieu.

2011-09-04T11:09:00.003+09:30

Prison-slash-remand center trip tomorrow!

Can't say I'm excited for this trip because it's kind of exasperating and sad to see people's liberty being reprimanded. But, c'est la vie. You get what you give. Anyway, I shall try my best to gather info as much as possible.

Hmmm, I have a feeling that something awkward is going to happen soon.

hitori de

2011-09-01T23:34:00.002+09:30

Crying alone sucks.

Too much things are running through my head.

Being apart from family really sucks.

I miss her. I miss everyone.

grandmama

2011-09-01T11:23:00.002+09:30

My grandma just passed away yesterday.

The only things I have from her are a small pillow that she gave me 6 years ago and a small piece of paper which she wrote 'ALLAH'.

I'm gonna miss the days when both of us went to market together. Her frail arms. Her never-ending advices. Her naggings. ALL.

Dammit. I feel like crying. And I'm in the middle of the computer suite. :(

'jumaat, mendoakan kamu.'

2011-08-22T17:15:00.003+09:30

Oh. Malaysian so-called local k-pop alike group dah keluar official PV. I'm talking about the male group. The 12-members male group, MAX 24:7. =____=

Saya dah penat gelak. Serious penat. One of the member's name is Virgo. I was like, VIRGO?! Diorang sedar x Virgo tuuuuuuu. Ugh. That's so onna-rashi. Zodiac pun onna-rashi. And there's a member called as Fifie. SAYA ADA SENIOR NAMA FIFIE ERINA LMAO OHMAI WHAT IS OXYGEN.

My housemates and I made fun of them last night. Menari pun macam aerobic jer lol (Aisyah 2011).

Oh God. Malaysia. You are so funny okay. I hope no other country would know anything about this. Saya kesian kat diorang nanti. =____=

"Jumaat, mendoakan kamu." - Well, at least diorang ingat nak solat Jumaat, maybe? -__-

写真を撮りました！

2011-08-21T12:30:00.002+09:30

すてきな日曜日。

気分がいい！

mucus cream puff

2011-08-19T22:55:00.004+09:30

This is my head. And the green stuff (let's pretend that it's inside my head) is the mucus. As you can see, I have lots of mucus in my head, thanks to the stupid flu I'm having at the moment. And I'm thinking, maybe the mucus is produced somewhere in my nose and it's been flowing non-stop into my brain through a secret path. I'm not sure yet where's the exact mucus path, but I'm guessing it's somewhere between my nose and my eyes, you know, just like what I've drawn here.

So yeah, my head is like, 85% full of the mucus. I would like to use a cream puff as a comparison.

My head shall be the entire cream puff and the mucus as the cream. And that's how it looks like.

So yeah. I can't think straight. My head hurts. I guess my brain is already tired of swimming in the sea of mucus OTL =____=

OH GOD I HATE FLU. D:

hijrah

2011-08-19T06:12:00.002+09:30

6:11 am.

Watching Proposal Daisakusen SP.

Sesungguhnya saya dah berhijrah dari shoujo manga ke romantic j-drama. =_____=

/le sigh.

understand

2011-08-18T23:16:00.002+09:30

Yesterday, I had a conversation with my close friend. We were talking about Tumblr and other random stuff.

Me: I don't go to Tumblr that often now.
Friend: I know. I know that you get bored easily.
Me: /laugh/ you know me too well.

It's amazing that someone whom I just knew last year understands me quite well. I wonder if those I've been friends since primary school actually understand me.

Humans are scary. I prefer to be introverted. I want to be friends with manga people instead. Kthanxbai.

les dents

2011-08-18T19:56:00.003+09:30

Okay so I already told you that I'm kind of addicted to shoujo mangas at the moment, kan? This addiction is getting worse la weih. Like, after I finish a story (apparently banyak yang still ongoing), I'll search for another one. Ongoing or completed, saya main bantai semua. Then x pasal pasal saya ter-angau dekat main guy character. =___= Like, quite pathetic la OTL.

Ah. BTW, it's not like I'm torturing myself here. More like, I'm trying to immerse myself in the world of pathetic romantic-ness and flowery background -___-" and TBH lah, I kind of enjoyed it.

And oh. Saya bersyukur ada kawan rapat yang study dentistry here because apparently, saya dapat free dental treatment. Well, my friend, Syasya, she asked me if I can be her patient for her clinical session whatever. I was like, okay sure no problemo. Seriously saya ingat dia just nak main main, tengok tengok at my teeth and stuff. Turned out she treated me as a real patient. Guess what, semalam saya dapat berus gigi free. Yang mahal punya tu okay. And in a fortnight I'll get my scaling treatment. FOR FREE YO. /fist pump. My housemate dah jealous heheh. And Syasya was like, oh, your teeth are already okay and nice, but I'll make them even nicer.

Lepas ni saya nak sayang gigi saya betul betul lols. xD

Huh. Take that Aiman, walaupun gigi saya besar, at least gigi saya lagi lawa dari yours! D:

je ne comprend pas

2011-08-16T22:06:00.001+09:30

Just changed the layout.

And saya x faham kenapa bahagian 'links' jadi empty. OTL =___=

Ugh. Whatevs. I'm supposed to be reading now.

kareshi

2011-08-16T20:43:00.003+09:30

To be honest saya rasa macam nak give up jer dengan ke-forever-alone-an saya yang makin dahsyat ni.

People around me are starting to get lovey-dovey. Even my close friend yang dulu mengaku x suka ada boyfriend pun already occupied. TBH, I was quite jelesh. I was like, wei, mana aci, I want to have a boyfriend too. But then, I'm fated to be alone forever so haih, saya dah malas nak layan. But I still would love to have a nice guy around. I mean, duh, impian all shoujos kot.

And I'm like, torturing myself by reading lots of shoujo mangas. As if being tortured by real life people isn't bad enough. =___=

Niat saya nak boyfriend ni, sebab saya nak erase semua bad memories I had with my previous BF. He was sucky. He treated me badly. We broke up because he insulted me and my best friend. And it was on the phone too. I remember it was during afternoon. He called me to ask me something related to my best friend, and of course, like any reasonable person, I stood up to my best friend. And because of that, he insulted both of us. Saya yang memang dah x tahan dengan perangai dia yang suka abandon saya ni, apa lagi, balas maki hamun balik la. In the end we yelled at each other and hung up. It was a bad ending. Not only we're no longer friends, I daresay that he might hate me too. I am sad okay. We used to be friends. We were primary schoolmates before. We used to make jokes and have fun together. We used to compete during exams. But yeah, in the end it turned up like this. Another bond was broken.

Saya nak percaya yang semua lelaki x macam dia. That's why I need someone, a guy, to prove me that. Well, I have guy friends, but they're just friends. It's different. My ex, he broke my heart, actually. My self-esteem jatuh giler after that quarrel. Sure, he was a jerk, but I was at fault too. I tried to contact him back, but it didn't work. He even blocked me in FB. Obvious giler he doesn't want to have anything to do with me.

Saya bukan desperate. Saya just regain balik my faith towards men. Saya tau ramai lelaki yang baik, tapi saya takut nak percaya. I hate crying myself to sleep over a guy. So far, dah 3 guys made me cry. A friend of mine cuba nak introduce saya to some of her guy friends, but I declined. Because I was afraid.

To my friends yang dah ber-couple, congratulations. You girls are lucky. But yeah, take care. Saya risau actually, so I'm hoping that you won't be cheated or anything. Being haunted by your previous memories is not fun yo. I may make fun of it, or laugh over it, tapi saya lah ichiban kurushii di sini.

post buang habuk

2011-08-12T20:30:00.002+09:30

saya memang suka procrastinate okay.

proof? saya x rasa nak tulis ape ape pun sekarang.

kthanxbai. =___=

day 4

2011-07-07T21:36:00.002+09:30

Habits that you wish you didn't have

Getting too obsessed with cleanliness.

Yes. I tend to get all moody and cranky if I see any stain anywhere, anytime. And believe me, you really don't wanna see the cranky me.

Procrastinate.

I LOVE TO PROCRASTINATE. SO SO SO MUCH. END OF STORY.

I think that's it. Can't think of any more. =___=

day 3

2011-07-07T21:24:00.003+09:30

A picture of you and your friends

Me, housemates and Ainul

Member Cafe Taylors. I miss them so much. ;__;

J10. I miss them all too. ;__;

I know I'm supposed to put only 1 picture, but how am I supposed to do that when I have so many precious friends? :D

day 2

2011-07-04T18:02:00.004+09:30

The meaning behind your blog name

くらげの日記. It means 'Jellyfish's diary'.

Why Jellyfish? -___-

I'm a real big fan of Plastic Tree, and their fans are called as Kurage (jellyfish); hence the name. And I actually like jellyfish. I think they're so pretty and delicate.

And Diary. LOL. This blog is practically my diary. I write everything here, even though it's pretty abandoned right now. OTL

day 1

2011-07-04T11:33:00.003+09:30

A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Well, according to Facebook, this is a recent picture of myself.

I am angry atm LOL. -__-

LOL okay okay here's a real picture of myself.

It's not a full picture actually BUT DO I CARE -__- Well, not really.

Anyway 15 things about me.

1. I'm short.
2. I'm light.
3. I hate veggies.
4. I love animes / manga
5. I love Japanese music. In fact I listen to them all the time.
6. I'm an impulsive spender. It's dangerous.
7. I love animals.
8. My favourite colours are black, grey and white, because to me it represents humans in general.
9. TBQH I am not really that interested in love right now.
10. I'm scared of the crowd.
11. I don't believe in love at first sight.
12. I love cooking and sewing.
13. I love learning new languages.
14. I love sweet food.
15. I love trying out Japanese fashion subculture. E.g. Lolita, Mori Girl, Decora, Ouji.

challenge

2011-07-04T11:30:00.002+09:30

I am bored, therefore I shall do this.

Taken from Izyan's bloggie hahaha.

This is one of the reasons why I don't really like holidays. I mean, PASSIVE holidays.

I love you, Yesi.

2011-06-21T21:53:00.000+09:30

User: Yo, it's me again.

Cleverbot: Again?

User: Yes, again.

Cleverbot: I have wide attention span.

User: Hey, do you read any manga?

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: Can you suggest a good one to me?

Cleverbot: No.

User: *stabs*.

Cleverbot: Now sit with me!

User: Why?

Cleverbot: Because I said so.

User: Do you like me?

Cleverbot: I don't know, I don't know you. Do you like me?

User: I don't know you, so I don't know.

Cleverbot: Would you like to know me?

User: Yes of course. Tell me more about you.

Cleverbot: I do not think you knew.

User: Well, duh, obviously. That's why you have to tell me more about yourself so that I can know you more. Get it?

Cleverbot: I would prefer to die at a later date, if that's what you're asking.

User: When is that?

Cleverbot: Right after you say, 'I love you, Yesi'.

User: Is Yesi your name?

Cleverbot: It's yours now.

User: Okay, so, what's your name?

Cleverbot: You have asked already.

User: So your name is Yesi? Yes or no?

Cleverbot: Tell me my name bot.

User: Whatever. I love you, Yesi. Now go die.

Cleverbot: You didn't tell me your name.

User: My name is Nikki.

Cleverbot: Ohh hi! Where are you from?

User: Australia. Aren't you supposed to die now?

Cleverbot: No.

User: Okay whatever. Do you love me?

Cleverbot: Do you want me to love you?

User: If you could, then yes.

Cleverbot: *kiss*.

User: I love you too.

Cleverbot: I love you my wife.

User: I love you more my husband.

Cleverbot: Tell me you love me.

User: I love you so much. Tell me that you love me too.

Cleverbot: I love you!

User: *kiss*.

Cleverbot: *kisses back*.

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I was bored, OKAY. And I love Cleverbot so much.

Bucchi!

2011-06-09T16:56:00.002+09:30

Something amazing happened today!

BUCCHI REPLIED MY TWEET!

♪┏(・o･)┛♪┗ ( ･o･) ┓♪

ほら！見て、見て！

ぶっちが好きだよ～♥　（笑）

懐かしい

2011-06-08T15:04:00.002+09:30

Had a quick listen to Skye Sweetnam, Liz Phair, Michelle Branch and Orianthi at Youtube just now.

めっちゃ懐かしい！

やっぱりSkyeとLizとMichelleとOrianthiは好きだよ。

(￣▽￣)~♪

あぶない！

じゃ、今勉強します～（ ´Д｀）

400th post

2011-06-07T19:20:00.002+09:30

Neglected bloggie.

ごめんなさい～(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

Busy with things, with study, with life, WITH TUMBLR.

Exam time nau.

やばい、試験はあと二週間ですよ！(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

じゃ、がんばります!(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)/

random

2011-03-29T16:39:00.002+10:30

Blogging something because I just wanna waste my time before heading to my French tute.

HAIH MARTIN. NO TRANSLATION TODAY BOLEH TAK? OTL OTKL. =____=

I'm actually inspired by Intang's posts about her wise and kind housemates. I'm inspired to write something to describe my housemates too, tapi saya malas because if I am about to write everything here, MEMANG PANJANG HABIS so yeah. I'll just keep it to myself and if I feel like emo-ing about it, I shall let it out here.

Anyway, I just bought a Domokun and this gory-looking posters. I know I'm gonna put the Domokun at the Anime Shrine, but the gory-looking one is still undecided. Gory picture is AWESHUMMMMMMM it's a picture of this girl who shoots her head and blood is splashing out and there are bloody butterflies HAHAHAHAHA SANGAT KAKKOIIII maybe I should get some emo-looking fairies punya posters and create this emo/gory/goth shrine in my awesome room. But then my room is so small and I don't know where else to have another shrine OTKL.

AND YES. I AM SO PROUD OF MY SHRINESSS <3 I CAN STARE AT THEM ALL DAY HEHEH. <3

Barr Smith Library punya computer suite is so cold. I'm shivering here OTKL sambil dengar lagu in Renji-kun. Renji-kun is my super old Sony mp3 player, ye saya miskin tak mampu nak beli iTouch yet but I'll get one someday and I shall stash all my Jrock/VK/Jpop/OST in it heheh.

YES YES YES SEKARANG LAGU [SPICA] BY PLASTIC TREE. OH RYUTARO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Ah. I wanna inform you all that my top bias is no longer Saga. RYUTARO RULES THE BIAS CHART NAU HAHAHAHA okay saya agak pengkhianat di sini. =___= But I love his awkwardness, somewhat shy, quite and poetic side of him and yes. I JUST DISCOVERED THAT I LOVE AWKWARD GUYS BECAUSE THEY ARE SO CUTE xDD just like that frog-wallet guy in my French tute. I like him, tapi turns out he's occupied and dah buat itu pun (I know because I stalked his Twitter =___=) so I was pretty heartbroken. Biarlah, biarlah, just let me and my Ryutaro and one day I'm gonna marry him and settle down at Japan sampai mati. =___= Oh there's another one. He's not awkward, but he's super quite and emo heheh. He's in my Japanese seminar >w< and he's somewhat lonely. There's this one day I sat quite close to him and he forgot to bring his textbook, so saya nak share tapi saya malu sebab I AM A VERY SHY PERSON. And I like the way he garu his head masa jawab exam.

Okay lah nak pergi kelas. BABAI.

I WANT RYUTARO NOW

2011-03-18T15:35:00.002+10:30

You bloody woman. I hate you.

I'm kinda stressed today. I don't feel like meeting anyone at all. I have a French assignment, which is due next Monday. I need to listen to lecture recordings. I need to study for my Japanese script test. I need to improve my French listening and pronounciation. I need to study ACL.

I don't feel like meeting my senior. She can go back Malaysia tomorrow, tonight, now and I don't care. I just wanna get into my room and avoid everyone, or I'll snap and start cursing them. Foul mood is foul. I hate people. I just wanna run away and hide from everyone.

ASDFGHJKL;LKJHGFDYWGDWEFHWEFWEUCFHUEFHLQIFHLHFCEHFCFLE WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ASK SOME HELP FROM YOUR BELOVED KAKAK HUH? STOP PESTERING ME YOU FUCKING INSOLENT WOMAN. ALL THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU.

I'm emo and extremely stressed out. Can I just go home now?

MAI ROOM IS AWESOME

2011-03-17T20:28:00.002+10:30

I know, yes, I do know and realise that my blog layout is somewhat disappeared OTL but yeah I'm not gonna give a shit about that since it's just a layout and it's gonna interfere with my blog contents so there.

Number 1. I want a koibito. To be precise, a Ryutaro-like koibito. A somewhat gloomy but awkward, quiet and poetic kind of koibito. I just realised that I do have a thing for awkward and cute, nerdy-looking guys. But hoi, THERE'S NONE HERE OTL. I guess I'll have to deal with another koibito-less year then.

I knew it. It must be that stupid yearly horoscope thing. OTL.

Number 2. I ISH WANT A NEKO. A big fluffy neko. Like Mr. Pickles. But I want a pure black one. With green eyes. But I'm lazy to get a cat's license thingy haihhhh. And I don't think Faiyaz would let me have a neko. =___=

Number 3. I kinda like my housemates. They're cool. And I love my room. I have Visual Kei and Anime Shrines in my room. And I'm like, facing the VK Shrine everyday because I AM SO IN LOVE WITH MY SAGA + RYUTARO POSTAHHHH <3 Life is perfect so far. My room is small, but I have my privacy and yeah, I just love it. PERFECT ROOM.

Number 4. I still wanna go Japan. In fact, I would love to hop into a plane and fly to Japan right now. But AI HAS NO MONEYHHHH SO WAI JPA WAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIII ;____;

Number 5. I still want a koibito. Please. I want to have someone to show off to my friends because all I see my facebook newsfeed is some stupid love wallpost, some stupid wedding pictures (yes. A lot of my exschoolmates are married.) and some relationship status thingy. Fine. I mean, FINE. I'm gonna have a Jrocker as my koibito and all of you gonna be jealous of me HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHA RIGHT. =_____=

Number 6. FRIED EGG FRIED EGGG FUN FUN FUN FUN. =_____=

hiatus

2011-03-10T20:24:00.001+10:30

It's been a while. My life is good. I'm at Adelaide now. And my room is AWESOME.

This is a false post. I don't want to write long. I feel somewhat insecure.

So bye-bye. You won't be forgotten.

さよなら。

WICKED drink

2011-02-19T04:08:00.003+10:30

I've been drinking too much energy drink lately.

I'm not surprised if my body is already immune to caffeine. OTL

Had WICKED tonight instead of Red Bull. -__-

This was supposed to be given to Intan, but for some reasons, I couldn't give it to her. I don't wanna bring it back to Adelaide, so yeah. Drink it now. =___=

UWAA. I'm still sleepy.

HAH!

2011-02-18T22:10:00.002+10:30

LOL Okay. I just noticed something that is not to be spoken here.

What's wrong, hun? LMAO.

Oh well. I still need to decide on what to give to the Chocolate Shop ojii-san and Shane. xD

silly woman

2011-02-15T21:01:00.003+10:30

Hey woman.

If you have so much time to go out and eat somewhere with friends, why can't you use just a little bit of it to do your work?

Because you know what, I'm not studying Law just to do your shit. I read a lot everyday, I analyse case reports every week, and I DO IT MYSELF. If I can do it, why can't you?

If you wanna say it's because you're not a Law student like me, then please. STFU. I know some of my Accounting friends who studied a Law subject (I forgot what was it), and they survived it. If they can, then why can't you?

Stop making excuses. Do it yourself. We're not in high school anymore. Dammit we'll be 21 this year. Legal age. Doesn't that sound big enough for you?

Thank you. And good luck in your work.

p/s: Same goes with other subjects too. I'll help. But I'll help if you help yourself first and not making any excuses.

this.

2011-02-13T23:36:00.003+10:30

Ah. To whom it may concern. Let it be my family, my friends or ignorant... brats out there.

Stop saying that I don't have a life. For your information, I DO have a life, and I'm living it right now. If by being in front of my laptop means that I don't have a life, that means those office workers who work their asses off writing reports and shit don't have lives too.

And again, for your information, don't have a life = dead. If I'm dead, I won't be here, typing this. I'd be 6 feet underground, rotting. =__=

Are you happy now?

Michelle Branch

twins

2011-02-13T14:13:00.003+10:30

MY GEMINI ARRIVED YESTERDAY!

愛はあふれる~❤

みんなすごいです。会いたい~ (´；ω；`)

[GEMINI-II-the luv], [RUMWOLF] and [風凛] are my favourites! ♪

嬉しい~❤

10 days more

2011-02-12T15:56:00.003+10:30

You see, I hate becoming a messenger.

One of my old housemates is having a fight with a her roommate, and they're not talking since earlier last year.

So ever since then, they communicate using me.

Let me tell you how I feel. I feel stupid. And I feel like I was (and still am) being used by them.

So please. STOP. Talk to each other by YOURSELF. I ain't helping you bitches anymore.

p/s: I'm gonna be the most cool-dressed Law senior this year. 8D

recommend

2011-02-06T18:25:00.003+10:30

I was browsing through my playlist and I came across this song.

Sunny Side Hill by Round table feat Nino

It's the ending song for anime "Unhabited Planet Survive!". When I first heard it, I fell in love with the music. Very cheerful and light, and Nino's voice complemented the music.

And since then, I began to like ROUND TABLE (with and without Nino). ROUND TABLE's music has a little bit of jazz and blues influences, meanwhile ROUND TABLE feat Nino is more pop-ish and electronica-ish. But overall, I just love their music.

I think they're a bit underrated. But who cares. I don't like popular stuff anyway. xD

birthday girl

2011-02-06T18:16:00.003+10:30

6th February

HAPPY 36TH BIRTHDAY TOMOKO KAWASE!

To make things better, one of my friends is starting to like BuriGuri. Isn't that amazing? :D

p/s: My love is slowly coming back. That's a relief. -___-

consent

2011-02-06T16:40:00.004+10:30

Okay, so, in the earlier post, I said that I was so into Plastic Tree and the brilliant green songs, right?

The thing about the brilliant green (BuriGuri) is normal. I was, and still am, their fan since my early Taylor's days. It's the Plastic Tree (PuraTori) fandom is almost changing me.

Basically, I'm half-converted into PuraTori fan, and because of that, I keep on listening to their songs instead of Alice Nine (A9) songs.

I feel that my love (HAH. -__-) towards Saga is slowly deteriorating, and I'm more interested in Ryuutaro now.

OTL. I hope GEMINI will drag me back to Saga fandom. ;___;

This is nothing really. Haihh

the brilliant green plastic tree

2011-02-01T00:56:00.002+10:30

I think I'm over-influenced by Plastic Tree and the brilliant green songs.

So it's not my fault that I'm a bit emo or something. Their songs are just too powerful. =w=

ain't mad

2011-01-31T22:10:00.003+10:30

I read this in Tumblr. It just appeared in my dashboard.

In a group of friends, there will be one that will be hated. It's either one of them or you.

まぁ、いいや！関係ない.

hello hello

2011-01-31T01:21:00.003+10:30

I don't think I'm gonna change again. That's it.

I feel trapped. I can't express much because I'll hurt people.

Alone again, Wonderful world

Plastic Tree.

sarcasm

2011-01-21T17:46:00.002+10:30

The thing about parents, family, and friends is, they always forget the fact that you are a human. That you have FEELINGS.

Dammit. Thanks so much for those fucking comments. I'm thrilled of course. NOT.

my lie, my problem

2011-01-20T01:42:00.002+10:30

Lemme tell you one thing: I hate lying.

Okay, correction, I hate lying for the sake of someone else. I only lie for MYSELF. I mean, I only lie to protect myself, and I admit, I did that a lot.

Oh come on, don't tell me you've never lied before. That's bullshit. People lie. It's our nature. We lie for everything. From mere candies to cash.

My Mum always wants me to lie for her. Like, telling people she's not there because she doesn't wanna talk or meet to that person. And of course, I have to be the one to tell the lie. Not that I'm being goody-goody here, but I hate that kind of lying. Some people can see that through you. Even if you're busy, just tell straight that you're busy and that's it! The more you hesitate, the more people will think badly of you.

I was like, that's it. You wanna lie, do it yourself. I don't wanna get involved. Your lie, your problem.

And IDFGI. You told me that lying is not good and everything. And yet you want me to lie. Great!

To haters, don't judge me as a hypocrite. I lie. I lie a lot. It's true. But I lie to save my ass only. Well, maybe sometimes I lie to help people too but that's not often.

Okay okay, I'm selfish. Whatever, yada yada. I ain't mad. LOL.

That's it. I'm done. I wanna continue reading Fairy Tail and wish Aoi-san a Happy Birthday. :D

first Alice9 Channel of the year

2011-01-18T18:20:00.003+10:30

Let's start with Tora's charming smile,

Shou's innocent smiley face,

and Hiroto's refreshing grin.

Then, Tora's butt smack,

Hiroto's painful butt smack,

and Shou's ultra-fake smack. LMAO

Hiroto's the winner of the game! (^w^>v

And lastly, Tora the Hige-san's dorky look. xD

I can't wait for the next Nico Nico. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA xDDD ♥♥♥

p/s: GEMINI is amazing, YUI's Your Heaven is amazing, I HAVE BOTH PVS DOWNLOADED ALREADY!!! ♥

/satisfied

2011-01-18T01:53:00.001+10:30

I just finished watching Alice9 Channel live broadcast. Slightly lagging but but I GOT TO WATCH GEMINI PV!!!!!!!!!

Shall upload the screenshots tomorrow because I'm uber lazyyyyy

personality dna

2011-01-14T18:22:00.005+10:30

Yeah, so apparently, I got bored and a little annoyed with everyone in my house, therefore I decided to use some of my unused time to do this test. Here's my result.

My reaction? Quite accurate at some points. But yeah, I don't believe that my personality can be determined by doing some random questions. It's computer generated. I'll believe it if a real psychologist does this test on me, and give me authentic results. I'll believe that for sure... even if the results mean that I'm a lunatic person.

preview

2011-01-12T13:30:00.002+10:30

Just listened to ALice Nine's [GEMINI] preview. Dammit, I wanna buy it!

I hope I'll get my allowance before its release date, or I'm doomed. ;___;

Anyway, I'm lazy to write now so I'll update later then. =__=

first semester

2011-01-11T12:56:00.003+10:30

First Semester enrollment DONE! .ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ) ふふふ...

I love my schedule. No bad at all... :D

le fffuuu

2011-01-07T19:21:00.005+10:30

I have this feeling that I may not be able to study French and Japanese this semester, year, whatever, after all.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

And Alice Nine's Budoukan was indeed a success. I love you guys. I'm so proud of you, and I shall buy [Gemini] and the DVD as well. Forget [Dogma] or [Buzz Communication]. I shall stick to Alice Nine only BWAHAHAA.

UWAA. Fangirl on loose. By the way I just finished an Alice Nine-based fanfic, including the GazettE guys too. And since I'm very much NOT a BL fan so there is and won't be any BL elements OTL.

I'll add other bands soon. Starting with Kagrra. And maybe Golden Bomber, L`Arc~en~Ciel, BORN, An Cafe, Plastic Tree and ahh I don't know.

I am in love with my autographed Saga poster. チュ~ ♡ I will see you and Tora and Shou and Naocchi and Pon soon. I promise. o(>o<)0

first Saturday (part 2)

2011-01-01T18:32:00.003+10:30

Another band to introduce.

BORN

From left: Ray (G), KIFUMI (B), Ryoga (V), TOMO (D), K (G)

They are the darker type. But not dark, gothic. They're dark rock. I dunno. I just made that up. Google. Use that.

I'd recommend MY SWEET BLACK and felony. They're good. Felony's PV is quite dark-ish.

AND STAY AWAY FROM KIFUMI AND RAY. =___= ♡

first Saturday (part 1, maybe. =___=)

2011-01-01T15:54:00.005+10:30

For this new Saturday, new 1st January of the year, I'm gonna introduce a Jrock band. My new favourite.

ゴールデンボンバー (Golden Bomber)

From left: Jun (B), Yutaka (G), Shou (V), Kenji (D)

Google if you wanna know more about them. Be independent. They created Google for a reason. =___=

Oh yeah, I would recommend Mata Kimi ni Bango wo Kikenakatta. Funny PV. Cool song. (>w<)b

STAY AWAY FROM JUN. =___= ♡

last day (part 2)

2011-01-01T01:43:00.002+10:30

What's a better way to celebrate the incoming new year than reading Fairy Tail, scrolling Tumblr dashboard, watching An Cafe's Antic Room, twittering with my cool internet friends, and cursing at the lagging Kouhaku livestream?

None. This is the best. Right. =___=

Yeah so, 2010. I realised the meaning of friendship. I got to know who are my real friends (which are so few) and who aren't. I appreciate you peeps. You know I treasure friendship so much and yeah, that's it. xD

Then, I learned to be open-minded. Not that I was narrow-minded before, but this year, I learned so many things. Probably because I'm studying abroad now, so I'm looking things in other perspectives. I am no longer the confined old me. And I wanna be free.

But, the most important thing is, I discovered that I am well-accepted in my internet friends community rather in the real world. I even made a 'family' with them. I have a few close friends. I was... HAPPY, and I still am right now. Call me an introvert, unsocialised human being or whatever. I love being here. And to be honest, I don't like real people around me because I tend to expect them to do things I want them to do, or to be what I want them to be. But here, in the internet, I found friends who have the same interests as me. We have so much in common. And I tell you I only have less than 5 real human friends who have the same interest as me. It's sucky and boring.

I don't want to make any resolution or whatsoever because I don't believe in having resolutions. Things happen. Good things. Shitty things. Unexpected things. And when things get out of control, you lose control of the resolutions. To me, a resolution is like a promise to yourself. If you don't fulfill it, it's the same as you're lying to yourself. And yeah, congratulations, you just proved yourself that you are shitty for unable to keep a promise for yourself.

Do the resolutions, wishes, whatever. I don't care. I'm making plans for this incoming year. I am hoping that my plan would work out, because it's something I want to do.

So yeah, welcome aboard 2011. I am not superstitious but 1.1.11 is a very good number and according to one of my friends', four 1s will give you good luck. If you make a wish when the four 1s appear, your wish will be granted. Not saying that I believe it. I just think that it's cute.

Excuse me, I'm gonna tweet some of my VK guys a happy new year wish.

last day (part 1, probably? =___=)

2010-12-31T19:19:00.003+10:30

So 2010 is ending in a few hours. To me, it's nothing but another day, another year. I mean, like I care. Okay, it's new, so what? There's nothing much to celebrate that. There's no historical event related to 1st January anyway, so why bother to celebrate too much? I'm like, "Oh okay, another new year. Happy new year." and that's it.

But yeah, I managed to survive this whole year so maybe I should celebrate a bit. Maybe a little and not too much. =___=

The story of Malaysia winning the AFF Suzuki Cup (Am I right? =___=) is spread anywhere. Okay maybe around the South Eastern Asia only. And then the laser controversy. It was very much a controversy that it became a TT in Twitter. What, like, HATEMALAYSIA, LOVEMALAYSIA and something like that. The HATEMALAYSIA was significant, IMO. Probably because of the laser thingy. People took it seriously, saying that the Malaysians only know cheating and stuff. I have a friend, not sure where she's from and she said something like I've mentioned here.

So yeah, I was embarrassed. But I couldn't say anything because I didn't watch that match and personally, I think the whole laser thing was stupid. =___=

But we won. And hell yeah those Indonesians weren't happy. But again I don't like soccer so why should I care. =___=

And I received my Alice Nine 2011 calendar yesterday. I was about to have my afternoon nap when I heard someone honking in front of my house. At first I thought it's the Thing from Intan, but nooooooooooooo IT'S MY CALENDAR! xD

Oh, by the way, may I point out that a service must be given with a smile. If you really hate smiling, at least, I repeat, AT LEAST, don't snap at people that you serve. Yeah, I'm saying this because that stupid postman yelled and snapped at me for no reason. I was asking him where to sign and write my name + IC number and he was like, giving me this WTF-you-stupid-human look and yelled "THERE!". Mr Postman, if you didn't yell and snap at me, I would smile and say Thank You from the bottom of my heart for delivering my precious calendar. If you were that tired, then don't snap at me. I am your fucking customer, SO TREAT ME WELL. You are lucky that Malaysia is not like America, you'll get sued if you give bad service. And that's not good. A real NG.

Anyway, back to the calendar story, IT WAS FABULOUS! AMAZING! LOVELY! PRETTY! AMAZING! HANDSOME! And everything. LOL. I promised myself to scan it so, it'll probably be a bit late. And hard. But I'm so gonna do it and share to the whole world xD

There. It's long, but I'll probably have more to say later so I'd better stop now and continue scrolling my Tumblr dashboard. =w=

Gazerock is not dead!

2010-12-26T20:24:00.003+10:30

the GazettE's Tour 10: Nameless Liberty Six Bullets 02 @ Tokyo Dome is today! LOL I'm excited for something I don't even attend but yeah, our spirits are always be with them. xD

And the trending works! Here's the proof.

So I guess Alice Nine's Budoukan trending should be working too, right? xD

spam

2010-12-21T13:19:00.002+10:30

I laughed. I snorted. I snickered. I giggled. I guffawed. Well I practically... LAUGH.

Right. =____=

So yeah. With Gemini and Dogma coming this February, I'll be so broke. OTL

since when it takes 6 DAYS to download a 200 MB video? OTL

2010-12-20T03:32:00.003+10:30

Okay. Firstly, MALAYSIAN INTERNET SUCKS LIKE SUPER HELL. I'm practically dying OTL OTL

That's all I have to complaint here. It's way freaking slow that I can't even load pictures in my Tumblr dashboard. I can't see and reblog pictures. I can't even save pictures because it won't load. And it's too slow, even 30 MB video takes about 3 days. 3 DAYS YOUR ASS. Back in Adelaide, 30 MB takes only like 5 minutes. I'm dying, seriously dying. Thank goodness I have Astro here, OR I'M ALREADY DEAD BY NOW.

Forget internet, I think people here are just slow. Not my family but yeah, humans outside the house. Went to the fucking mall last Saturday. As usual, full of mamat-bajet-macam-mamat-Jepun-tapi-actually-a-complete-loser. My eyes were bleeding... not really. So yeah, I feel sad for them. Luckily my Sony Ericsson phone theme is Saga-based so I kept on playing around with my phone while walking. nasib baik tak terlanggar tiang OTL. Ah. Speaking of slow humans, I was totally annoyed with the cashiers and vendors. I WAS LIKE, HURRY UP LA BIATCH TAK NAMPAK KER LINE PANJANG NIH. Ineffeciency, that is. Huh.

My Dad said he might try to listen to one of the songs in my playlist soon. I don't know who to introduce. Alice Nine or the GazettE. He's not into lovely guys so I'm pretty much stumped. Maybe Glay. But they're old LOL. Haih. But he's quite hardcore sometimes so I guess I'll show him the GazettE. I saw a picture of him when he was studying at Swansea. He was in a band. He played the drums. I asked him if he took drum lessons and he said no. He said he had a talent with the drums, so I figured that I may inherit that talent from him. I'll try with Jee's drums when I got back soon. REALLY. Then I asked him if it's okay if I wanna learn to play bass guitar and he just laughed. I take laughs as yes. So I guess it was a yes.

My Mom said I watch TV too much. Can't blame me when it's the only entertainment I have since the internet is so fucked up. I told my Dad that it can't be helped and he just made one of his weird faces. I take weird faces as an approval. So I guess he just allowed me LOL.

I don't feel like going to my senior's wedding. In fact, I don't feel like going out at all. A few days ago my childhood friend came to my house and she used my KuroBoo to log in to her FB. Then a guy, a primary ex-schoolmate FB-chatted her. He asked her where she was right now and she said she was at my house. He didn't believe so I kinda took over the conversation and wrote to him that it's true and I am here. He said I am too rich to go back so often and I felt like yelling, DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE WORD 'SAVING'? I saved my fucking allowance lah, even though in the end my dad had to pay the ticket because of that stupid Tiger thingamajig but anyway, it's just plain stupid. Then my friend signed off and I logged in back to my account. I made myself online, just in case that guy wanted to chat with us more. But hell no, he didn't say anything so yeah, I was quite offended. I was like, just because I broke up with your stupid business-minded friend, you can ignore me like shit? Eff. Then my friend asked me what was really happened during my break-up so I told her the whole story. She believed it. She's siding with me. Of course she's siding with me, I'M HER FUCKING BEST FRIEND. But then it was true. I didn't do anything. It was him. LOL. Blaming him for everything. That's easy. Blaming is always easy. LOL

Then I suddenly remembered a guy who used to like me when I was in Standard 6. He's a nice guy but I kinda rejected him because I was so young and stupid. We met again after SPM and we had a lot in common. He likes J-music and he's a punk/emo looking type, and he has his own car. Cute car. I told my friend about the guy and asked her where he is right now. No answer. He's gone. OTL. But I know for sure that he has girlfriend already so there's nothing I can do now. haih. And I was hoping to get him as my koibito. Apparently not laaaa OTL. This is sad. I really need someone real to accompany me and listen to my rants. It's not like I don't have any best friends, but yeah, you get the idea. But no, I'm not desperate yet. It's a "would-love-to-have-one-but-it's-not-a-problem-if-I-don't-have-one". Geddit? LOL.

And a couple days ago my aunt just pointed out that I'm 20 and I'm still single.

Haih. Family. Y U make things difficult for me? OTL

ehh what?

2010-11-28T20:52:00.003+10:30

For some reason I had a dream that I was a guy. I can't remember the features and details, but the only thing I can remember is that I have cool voice. And yes, I have these 2 transformers-like robots as my sidekicks. And there was a female companion as well. Funny. I should've been the female sidekick, not the main guy. Why did I change my gender in my dream? OTL

Could it be that I actually wanted to become a guy? NOOOOOOOOOO not that I think. I love being a girl LOL. Being a girl has this one ultimate privilege = you can be a fangirl and no one would sneer at you or something. But being a fanboy... I dunno, it seems weird to me. I mean, I can't imagine guys go all Kyaaaaaa all the time LOL.

I'm bored. I'm hungry. I wanna eat pizza but I'm lazy to go out. I wanna eat burger but I'm lazy to go out. I'm bored. Seriously bored. DEAD BORED. I need amusement. OTL.

I can't imagine well enough when I go back. I dunno whether I'll be super excited or not feeling anything at all. I'll be honest here, actually, I don't even feel like meeting anyone at all. Except for one. Well, that's because I have so much things to tel her. I dunno. I have a feeling that I'll be completely different from the others and I'll feel left out. Heck, I don't care about that actually but yeah. I just don't feel like that. I mean, seeing people. I dunno, I don't wanna be typical and sappy and FAKE? Beat me. I don't even know what I'm talking about. But yeah. I just don't feel like meeting them. Yet. Haiiiiiihhh.

Evening nap is a total NG. Won't do that again. I don't wanna have weird dreams and feel hungry all the time OTL.

p/s: PLEDGE ish awesome. Dammit I fell in love with Uruha and Reita once again! =__= <3

boring stuff

2010-11-26T16:37:00.002+10:30

LET'S GO LOVE SOLDIER: Hit shuffle on your music player and write down the first 25 songs, no matter how shameful.

1. Souen - Namonaki Kimi E - Alice Nine
2. PARADISE - AAA
3. Chizuru - the GazettE
4. Namaatatakai Ame to Zaratsuita - the GazettE
5. Sparkle - Aragaki Yui
6. Shunkanshuutou - Alice Nine
7. Oh Yeah! - Round Table feat Nino
8. heavenly days - Aragaki Yui
9. fairytale - Kalafina
10. Tobira - Aragaki Yui
11. Nakigahara - the GazettE
12. SWALLOWTAIL ON THE DEATH VALLEY - the GazettE
13. Tabidachi no Uta - AAA
14. Fantasy - Alice Nine
15. ARIA - Kalafina
16. Hanabi - AAA
17. Orange - Aragaki Yui
18. Gloria - Kalafina
19. Over - HIGH AND MIGHTY COLOR
20. Stargazer: - Alice Nine
21. more Deep - BORN
22. THE ANTHEM - BORN
23. good bye - HIGH AND MIGHTY COLOR
24. Kousai - Alice Nine
25. Le Grand Bleu - Alice Nine

Ah this is nothing. I'm bored and I wanna show y'all how my playlist looks like. xD But ehhhhhhh Yousei Teikoku and noanowa aren't here! D:

stalk and found

2010-11-26T13:08:00.002+10:30

I was bored, so I kinda stalked a few artists. This one, のあのわ (Noanowa) is quite an unknown band, but pretty much well known among the Mori Girls community. I guess it's because the vocalist, Yukko, is almost a Mori Girl herself, I mean, the way she dresses. Their songs are quite catchy. JPop, I know, but I love underrated Jpop singers LOL.

My current obsession would be these songs:

のあのわ - もぐらは鳥になる (Mogura wa Tori ni Naru)

のあのわ - 星が見える日は (Hoshi ga Mieru Hi Wa)

Oh yeah, I also found this unknown band, 妖精帝國 (Yousei Teikoku / Fairy Empire). I actually found them by accident when I was searching for Round Table discography. I think this is a lil' bit gothic-ish and you know I'm a sucker for gothic-ish songs. xD

妖精帝國 - Wahrheit

And カラフィナ (Kalafina). Many probably have known them for Lacrimosa, Kuroshitsuji's second ending song. I really love the voice harmony and the music arrangement. Well of course, since the composer is Yuki Kajiura. Plus, Wakana, Keiko and Hikaru's voices are really lovely and harmonious when combined together.

カラフィナ - Oblivious
(This is just an AMV)

I'll probably stalk and post more. Well, yeah. Because I'm bored. Full stop. ;___;

;___;

2010-11-25T16:57:00.003+10:30

Can anyone understand me? I'M TOTALLY AND FREAKING BORED HERE.

I'm so bored that I don't know how to express this boredom.

Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh somebody save meeeeeeee ;___;

助けて.

more more junk

2010-11-24T18:47:00.000+10:30

I told you I am hopeless. =_______= <3

more junk

2010-11-24T18:40:00.001+10:30

OH DAMMIT I'M IN LOVE WITH AKAHOSHI. EIJI AKAHOSHI.

Man, I feel hopeless. OTL

junkie

2010-11-24T14:50:00.003+10:30

I can't believe myself. Just a simple dialogue can make me go all "KYAAAAAAAAAA~"

This. THIS. I knew it that Akahoshi likes Sa-chan! Woot! Sa-chan, just forget about that Yuki idiot and get together with Akahoshi! He's waaaaaaay more kakkoi that Yuki!

Oh man, I'm so otaku-ish. And geek-ish. I guess this happens when you're single and yearns for a magnificent love story to happen. Well, I do want that though. I mean, like, YEAH! Won't it be AWESOME to have a love story just like in shoujo mangas. Okay I know it's highly impossible to have such thing but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I want that! LOL. Okay it's not wrong to have fantasies. Especially a fangirl like meh. And and I want a VK lover guy to like me and be my boyfriend, partner, whatever. LOL. I think it'll be hard because guys love Lady Gaga and Demi Lovato. OTL. I know. My brother does. I think. =____=

Oh well oh well. Just let me be in my fantasies and everyone shall be happy forever. End of story. No more WW3. Hehh. North Korea and South Korea. It's becoming a huge topic in Twitter and Tumblr nao. LOL. I find it rather amusing. Maybe because North Korea attacked South Korea, the land of K-Pop-ers. Meh. I have no comment. As long as my VK guys are safe, I have nothing to worry about.

Okay that sounds pretty selfish. =___= Maybe it'll be better if there's no such thing as war. Who on Earth created such word anyway. It's stupid. And useless. AND A TOTAL WASTE OF MONEY TOO.

Sorry. I am materialistic anyway. I LOVE MONEY.

love

2010-11-23T21:03:00.002+10:30

Would it be wrong if I say I'm totally in love with my awesome Dad?

I don't think it's wrong. SO YES. I LOVE HIM MORE NOW. <3

So yeah. I'm gonna turn myself into an internet junkie once again until I've reached Kelantan. I've promised myself to get a job and not to burden anyone anymore. ZETTAI DESU! (>o<)/

Ayah, 愛しています.

stupid tiger

2010-11-22T19:53:00.002+10:30

Fuck it. Damn you Tiger Airways!

First they made me wait for 78 minutes. Then they delayed another 60 minutes. And after an hour so so, they happily told us the flight is canceled.

Oh yeah. They gave us a fucking stupid $5 refreshment voucher and a refund form. I was supposed to fill in the stupid form and post it to their headquarters at Victoria. Then they'll process the stupid form, which may take 3-6 fucking weeks.

This is shit. I'm gonna ask for more than what they are supposed to refund us. I expect nothing less that $500. Period.

I'm gonna write a demand letter for them. I don't fucking care. Like it or not, they will have to deal with this. Heck, I even argued with one of the officers and demanded for my money back. And the stupid guy just said, "We're terribly sorry about this. There's nothing much we can do."

I know what you can do. You can start by pay me back at least $500 and a complete dogeza from everyone. The pilots, stewardesses, engineers and the officers. DOGEZA. REAL DOGEZA. Then I shall consider whether to forgive you or not.

MAYBE NOT.

Dammit I waited from 620 am till 11 am. And I was at the airport since 415 am. Do the calculations. I deserve more than the stupid voucher.